2013 is the most challenging year I've lived in all my life. I grew so much this year that it's even hard to believe. I've become much more sensitive. Mostly to feelings. And to people. To flavors. To colors. To nature. To life. To me. The year in which I actually started realizing my potential and loving myself for who I am. And gotta say, life is much more brighter now. The year in which I found out I'm not a lost soul without future prospects. I've come to find out what the Portuguese are. What the japanese are. And ultimately who I am.
2013 is the year in which I fucking went to China! And I loved it! And I want to come back!
2013 is the year in which I started studying what I like studying. The year in which I enrolled in a masters degree. Abroad! It is the year in which I found out what I want to do in life. The year in which I found out what I like doing. The year in which I rediscovered old hobbies. The year in which I officially had my first job (wow my first job ever was in Japan, this is something I will never forget, it was actually a lifelong goal).
Now as for 2014 goals...
- finish the reports I have due
- read a lot
- continue growing and improving
- be fearless
- buy myself new clothes
- watch tv shows I enjoy
- feel good everyday
- try different things
- try different things
- have lots of fun (either alone and/or with people I like/feel comfortable with)
- continue working so I can go out more
- feed the stray cats
- feed the stray cats
As for tomorrow, it will be a perfectly normal day. As any other.
It's the first time I'll be spending the new year's alone. I had to come to Japan to actually get to know what loneliness feels like. But I also learned how to curve that loneliness and turn it into something fun.
[EDIT]I just came from a night walk and I was reading "DRIVE" and apparently I'm doing the "effort" to make "the flow" flow![/EDIT]
[EDIT]I just came from a night walk and I was reading "DRIVE" and apparently I'm doing the "effort" to make "the flow" flow![/EDIT]
Oh well.
I'll make a last post tomorrow. xoxo
I'll make a last post tomorrow. xoxo
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