new look

changed the looks of the blog. also changed the title, though I'm not sure if "japanesey" is offensive or not, I actually remember a song Utada Hikaru sang in english that had that term so I kind of adopted it, at least while I can't think of another title.

and just a cool quote, from "1984", since lately my heart, feelings and brain have been kind of overwhelming me...there you go:

"They could not alter your feelings: for that matter you could not alter them, even if you wanted to. They could lay bare in utmost detail everything that you had done or said or thought; but the inner heart, whose workings were mysterious even to yourself, remained impregnable"

"they" refers to the party members/ingsoc/the big brother, the tyrants in power of this "story".