on religion, or way of thinking?

Before anything else, I know, I'm still to write on the concept of salad and on swearwords plus personality. It's just that  I have been busy and tired, and the will the write and being read is not that big....

But, today, I feel kind of like I have attached a small enlightment.

Lately, well, not lately, my whole life is full of small coincidences. And some changes have occurred, not some, many, many is the wright word, ever since I came here to Japan.

I, as a typical portuguese as I used to be, had a tendency towards being very, and I mean very, very skeptical. And as I usually used to say, I only believe, after seeing.
Well it's not like I've seen anything, no, visually, it all remains more or less the same the same (or are we and our surroundings in constant mutation...?). But I've felt, (and "feeling" is the right word) far too many things, too many coincidences, to the point that I'm scared.

Despite being afraid (of my actions), I think that this is only a good thing, because, I think it is something controllable, that it is only dependent on the self.
And because I feel that I'm one step closer to entering the asian physique.


So let's...

頑張ろう。