this is weird

It's like, all of a sudden, just as my emotions are starting to reveal my self, that I feel this need to assert my ideas, to try to influence others.

Not only that, now that I can "feel", that I need to rethink every step I take, because everyone exists. It's like a whole new way of thinking and acting.

This is weird.

And just this morning I found myself saying something in portuguese and finishing the second part of the sentence in english (out loud). Isn't this weird? It's like my brain is mixing languages, this morning was the portuguese-english combination, but the same happens with japanese.

This is so weird.
But exciting at the same time.