today

Last day.
Normal day. I want to study, take a walk, enjoy some media (whatever it is).
I want to rest.
Going to sleep at 8pm to wake up at 1am.

I've been a bit tired lately, and today, probably from my lack of sleep, this headache is making me feel exhausted.

Went to sleep at 1am and woke up at around 6. stayed awake for some 30 minutes and then out of morning exhaustion got back to sleep till 9. This is happening to me quite frequently and I will assume it is due to all this going to Japan thing. And I've been thinking a lot too, action which can make me very happy and hopeful at times, but can also get me confused and clueless on the future too. I think I'm afraid. So that might also contribute.

But anyway, I have no idea how my body will react to the time difference, in order to prevent some deregulation, I'm hoping to get some sleep today, enough to make it through Frankfurt til I enter the airplane. I also intend on staying awake during the first 3 or 4 hours on my way to Japan and then sleep for the rest of the time.

I'll land in the morning in Japan (japanese time). So yeah, to get some good time of sleep in the airplane would be awesome so that I can start exploring right on the first day.

And the reason why I'm so worried with my sleep time is that right on the third day I'll have a test and if I'm tired I can't take the most out of my brain. Which will lower my grade. And I want to enter in the highest japanese level class as possible. So good sleep kind of matters.

Speaking of which, I'll practice my kanji skills during the flight. Fortunately writing one time is enough for me. And automatically knowing several readings for kanji also help a lot, but then again, if I'm tired (as it happened several times before) I might confuse kanji and instead of using x kanji I'll use a kanji with the same reading.

I will still make a post before leaving for good.

Wish me luck.